Late Nights

So it's after midnight and I'm tired out of my mind...yet I'm still sitting here awake. There are so many thoughts running through my head, I wrote my one exam of the semester today and now I literaly have NOTHING to do. To make a long story shorter (and I will make a more detailed post about my eating disorder later), I'm waiting for treatment at my local hospital. A day program to be more exact. Anyway I quit my job in December because that was around the time they said I'd get in, but that date got pushed into the area of February/March. So here I am with no more classes, no job and I have no real idea of what to DO with myself. I feel so useless right now and just overall fustrated because it's taking so long for me to get treatment. I know I'm lucky that I'm getting treatment in the first place but right now I'm so tired, and so sick and I just want to kick this stupid thing for good.

Anyway that's where my crazed over exhausted thoughts are right now...maybe things will look better in the morning?